argh... so today, the littlest things reminded me of the existence of karma. so yea, i kno last year was horrible, but nothing really major happened to me i suppose. besides some drama here and there with boys, but i suppose it's unavoidable. so as this year jus begins to develop, i'm surrounded by lil pains and heartbreaks. i see everyone enjoying how their lives are going so far and how content they are with everything... but now, all the shit i did last year are starting to come back at me, but starting really small... sure, i've been surrounded by my closest friends down here, but iono... seeing them all happy with their lives kinda is worse than being bored and alone in my room all day. *shrug* so, starting today, i gotta watch my back and i gotta stop doing stupid things... cuz i kno, all these little things are jus gonna start getting bigger until something BIG happens... and i'd rather not see that happen... ARGH. i'm quite pissed and irritated, so tomorrow... [well, today] i'm gonna spend some quality time with the only guy that i kno will take care of me for a lonnnng time... my baby jay. my car. heh... yes, i'm a loser... but i'm gonna do a quick detail to relieve some stress... bah.

by the way, butterfly effect is a bomb movie... well, for what i saw of it at least... since i did miss like almost 30 minutes of it... argh...

and i'd jus like to note that dom likes them [and i quote] "fresh and related to my ex-girlfriend." yes...