so from a day that goes totally  to today which is very ...  wOo.  i love everyone again.  *girly giggle*  hahaha...  eww~~!  random acts of kindness.  who would've thought that's all i neeeded?   i am content with life once again and reassured of my place here.  thank you $0.99 donator and random emailer.    you kno who you guys are.  AH!  i feel so good.  oh yea, and my roommate gave me her food, and drea did my hair.  AND i saw mara in her underwear...  UH OH.  lol.  WOO.  oh happy day!