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i'm scared & worried. my future is so uncertain. i don't know what's gonna happen with school. i just don't know anymore... also, i keep getting worried that irvine will bring the end of me and chris... i would never want that to happen. i hope it doesn't. i really hope it doesn't... it just seems like all the odds are against us... all i can do is hope every day and night and wish that everything works out in the end. i never wanna lose him... "oh how i miss you baby cuz i need you baby..." *sigh* depresssssssion at its finest... oh yea, my mom jus bitched at me for no real reason. thanx mom. u're the best.

two more FUCKIN weeks in this institution. thank the lord. furreal. there's a banquet for my dorm on monday. am i going? hell fuckin no! hardee har har. i hate these people. i can't wait to leave this place. i really can't wait. maybe if i'm lucky, i'll never run into them again. well, for at least a few months. man... i kno when i leave for irvine at the end of the summer, i'm gonna be ballin out of control cuz i wouldn't wanna leave... also, things were easier to leave back in the summer of 02. i didn't really have any attatchments back at home... now, my heart and love is at home. oh, the hardships... well, at least i kno i'll have my car next year so i'll spend every moment that i can with chris. man... u jus don't kno how much i love chris and how much i really wish for things to work out for me and him. i'm jus happy that i have him in my life...

well, today has been pretty dull. i did get a lot of sleep tho. i slept from 3am to about 2pm/2:30pmish. yea, i woke up to my roommate telling me her bf was coming and then again when he came in... so blah... i woke up and took a shower. after gettin clothed and what not, they asked if i wanted to go wit them to boomers [for u norcal folks, it's kinda like malibu which is now a boomers too. heh]. i said sure. so off we went... my roommate and her wonderfully wrong directions. good thing i have a basic idea of where i'm going now. anyway, her bf was in the batting cages for quite a while. i did it once. my roommate did it a few times too. then they played some video games for a lil bit. nothing too spectacular. then we ate at in n out. joy. that was pretty much it. i declined an invitation to a party cuz i went out last night, so i decided it was a good thing to stay home tonight. unfortunately, i was wrong cuz EVERYONE is out today except for me... *a big fat SIGH* more like *cried a lil bit* oh well i guess... what can u do... FUCK IT. i'm done.

I found this interesting at www.fuqable.net
Benefits of Sex
Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releasesendorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay,preventing plaque build-up.
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

alright... so here is the other post that i said that i would post. the previous one doesn't really count as it cuz it was jus one of those spur of the moment things. anyway, i'm going through one of those phases again when i think about whether or not uci is the place for me. unfortunately, i feel as if i may not have control of it. okok, i always have control over my own fate, but still, bear with me for a minute. i believe that i'm passing 2 of the 3 classes that i'm taking. unfortunately, though, that does not work under my contract. therefore, if i don't work my ass off to get that grade above a C-, i'm screwed, and by "screwed" i mean REALLY screwed... almost to the point where i'm FUCKED. excuse the profanity. haha... but yea... and that brings me to the fact that i go thru these phases in the first place. i kno it's normal for someone to question if he or she is in the right place, but why do i question it like every other week or so??? but yea, there's a number of things to lose and to gain when making this decision. blah! i hate being confused like this. it doesn't help that my mom is adding stuff to her previous "whatever makes u happy" mentality. now she adds the "i want you to stay there... blah blah blah..." GRR... i really need someone to sit down with me to jus talk about everything... or even on the phone... *shrugz* oh well... time to sit back and procrastinate a lil more...

"YOU ARE ONE FUCKED UP PERSON! YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN CONTROL PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE YOU GOT A HIGHER JOB THAN MOST IN PCN! FUCK THAT SHIT! NEVER FUCKING BOSS PEOPLE AROUND! DONT FUCKING GET POWER TRIPS YOU WHACK ASS BITCH!" - some person that signed my gbook

hahahaha... man. that's jus awesome! i love it when people have something to say. unfortunately, i have nothing to reply with because i already said it all... but let me quote from my May 5th entry:
"to whom it may concern:
i would like to formally apologize to anyone hurt by my bitchyness during pcn. that is not how i normally act. i am deeply sorry for any confidence lowering comments i may have made or other physical or mental injury. my comments are in no way a direct opinion of you as a person. i am sorry for raising my voice at you or making you feel as less than what you are really worth. i did not mean to be as mean as i now realize that i was. i apologize. thank you to those who dealt with me and who actually did some work.
- adrienne

p.s. - and a big FcUK YOU to anyone that still thinks i'm a bitch or who actually deserved it. ;] "

oh yea, if people actually did what they were supposed to be doing, there wouldn't have been a problem. sorry for doing my fuckin job. =D

alright, here it goes... i really need to make more quality updates or else i'm gonna lose all my visits. k... now let us begin this little journey, if u will.

so wednesday night or wenday as marsa likes to call it, i slept over at mara's dorm again cuz of the roommate and her bf was here... yup, that was fun. i also packed up my stuff that night for my lil trip to the bay. thursday, i went to two out of my four classes. hehe... go me! =P anyway, i jus couldn't wait to see my sexy chris. =] so my flight was scheduled for 7pm. i asked my roommate to drive me to the airport. that wasn't very smart cuz even tho i knew how to get there, she still got directions off of mapquest... and guess what! they were wrong. dammit... so i almost missed my flight cuz there was this long ass security checkin line when i finally arrived at the airport... man... oh well... i finally got to my gate like 5-10 minutes before boarding closed... dammit... so i was all the way in the back of the plane... when i finally saw san jose from above, the anticipation in my tummy grew. the whole day i had butterflies. it was like the feeling u get when u go on a first date. yup, seeing chris always gives me that, and i wouldn't have it any other way. =] so i finally got off the plane and walked out the gate to try to find chris who had not arrived yet so i went to wait for him at the baggage claim. in a matter of minutes, i see that wonderful person walk by. XD *hugz & kisses* how i missed him. =] so yea, we drove back to his house and basically jus kicked back the whole night. i loved it. it was good to be in such a familiar place with him. and how i missed falling asleep in his arms. *sigh* friday was another kick back day. we woke up and showered. then we went to eat and then watched bruce almighty. we had to share one seat cuz we couldn't find any seats except the ones in the front. funny movie. i liked it a lot. hehe... after the movie, we jus went back to his house and what not. fun times. we went to taco bell later that night too. yup... saturday, popsicle 5. well well well... would u be suprised if i said i dropped? yea, i would be too. hahaha... u really think i would?!?! sheesh... =P iM me if u really don't kno if i did or not... weirdo... anyway... i really was disappointed with it. i only had fun cuz of the people i was wit. i only danced in the jungle room which was hella cool. =X i love dancing. very fun. especially with chris. anyway, other than that... it was a pretty boring rave. i expected better. i saw a few people. no one important except for paul! haha... he's one cool person. so yea, after the disappointing rave, chris and i headed on home. oh yea, i'll post a few pics later. =] i had a pretty cool time tho kickin it wit those guys. fun people. so that made it all worth it. so yup, we slept pretty late that night. sunday, we slept in a lil bit. after we got up and got ready, we went to chris's family party thing cuz the LB cambos were at his cousin's place. that was cool. got to kick it wit chris's weird criminal family. haha... we all watched final destination 2. good times. hahahaha... it was a pretty good movie. oh yea, the chicken i ate was bomb. haha... and mangos wit sticky rice! muahahaha... k... umm... oh yea, i rocked mike in pool on chris's pda. hehe... k, the end of that day. monday, *sigh*... the day to go home... well, we kinda jus hung out for a lil while... and then some more at the airport. i almost missed my flight again cuz i didn't go thru security till like 5:50 and my flight was at 6:20. heh... oh well, i wanted to spend more time wit chris. i arrived in irvine around 7:30. mara picked me up and i kicked it wit her for a while. and that was the end of my wonderful weekend with chris. *sigh* i miss him already... heh. oh yea, i'll be updating again later tonight... so check in later... =P

jus thought i'd share this with u all... another possible stopover... ha...

i'm here. goin thru a phase again, but tune in again for the next episode to see how this one turns out. also, learn about my weekend.

p.s. - i love you chris. u make my life meaningful.

hello world. this is adrienne broadcasting from a place undisclosed location. ;]
well, there hasn't been too much going on in my life. i'm on top of things in two of my classes but behind in one. sad for me. i don't like humcore. it can bite my ass. seriously. oh well, i got a lot of catching up to do. on to other things... some bitch ass in my dorm thought it'd be fun to scribble on my picture in the hallway. FUCK YOU ALDOR. the feeling's mutual. whatever u feel against me, i'll feel towards you. and people wonder why i walk around with an expression on my face that reads, "i hate you." ha. try me, buddy. anywaaaaaaaaaay... on to something else... hehe... i'm gettin used to this irvine thing i guess. i've got some friends. i've got this kick ass apartment set up for next year. and hopefully, i'll get on top of my education too. ha... oh yea, i also am goin out with this great guy. have i ever told you about him? his name is chris. haha... hmm... what else... oh yes... i'll tell u a story...

one late night, the evenstar kids [dom, gene, and ashton] decided to go on a late night trip to albertacos with that aldea girl julie. i was invited as well. well, gene came by misty mountain where i was staying with mara and marsa that night cuz of a rendezvous between my roommate and her boyfriend. anyway, so off we went to find dom and his silver beauty. haha... anyway, thru some weird event, dom got trapped behind one of those gate things that raise and lower themselves usually with a code thing... anyway, so there we were in his car trapped in middle earth... hahaha... we tried to go one way, no luck. eventually, after a lot of laughing and thinking... ashton found a way behind of misty mountain. haha... so ashton took care of lifting the poles out of the way... dom got to drive through middle earth. that was soooo funny... hehehe... yes, i think that's all... it was hilarious! makes me wish we had a camera. lol...

oh yea... there is a point that i can't tolerate being made fun of. sux that u actually reached that point my friends... oh well... i guess u're forgiven since it always happens... blah...

finally, i have shoutouts to give! to mara: my buddy. we went thru anthro together! haha... now, u're that kuci chick that i listen to every monday morning! hahaha... thanx for bein there when i needed a place to crash or someone to entertain me. =P to marsa: she's mine!!! muahahahaha... u kno mara likes me best! haha... jk! u're the coolest! hehe... to gene, dom, and ashton: did u kno that u can be a slut but not really promiscuous? yea, i'm still a lil skeptical about it. i'm waiting for the paper on it. good times. to julie: u're special. i'll leave it at that. hehe... to crystal: i miss u. to sheen: good luck with everything. to chantal: yay for college! hahaha... i love ya gurl! wish i could be there for ur debut. still tryin to find something... but yes, take care u! to everyone else not stated: i think that's all! haha... leave me a note if u want something. ha.

if u have reached the end, good job. i'll send u a present in ur email if u leave me a message. hehe... i really will. k, that's all. bye folks!

yes, ma'am, i'm still alive. =P i'll type more when it's not 4:30 am.

i had stuff to write about but i totally forgot... so yea... late.

crap! my mom now has access to my checking account so she can see my balance and transaction history! fcuk! well, i need some money in my account now! blah...

anyway... if anyone wants popsikle 5 tickets, let me kno, so i can get them for u for the low low price of $27 plus a $3 $8 service charge by me. hehe... if u can find a cheaper price than that, good job to u. too bad for all u suckas that paid more than the $27 base price. hehe... am i goin u ask? eh. no comment. =\ *laughs* exbfs. exfriends. what more could i ever want all in the same building?!? mmmhmm... riiight... then again, that's how it's always been at with the exception of maybe one or two... hehe... if i do go, i'll be wit the wonderful chris. =D but yea, i guess u'll jus have to wait till the 24th to find out if i go or not cuz i won't even kno until around that time too.

i think that's all for now... take care & be safe folks.

tho u can't really see it in the picture, i have autographs from j5! only 5 of them tho... nu-mark ran off somewhere... =P wOo... the concert was tyte yo. =P who knew so many people liked j5 at uci? puahahahahaha... yea right, i bet most were there for the free show. oh well, good shit. =] 2na pointed at me and i felt special. LOL. oh yea, did i mention we were front row? smashed against the barricade? oh yeaaaaaa... fun fun. it was a good show. they're awesome performers.

please hold a place in ur hearts and prayers for my grandma who's been having some health problems recently. also, to all those moms out there, this is ur weekend. =] ok, so i bet no moms read this page... so to all the kids out there, treat ur mom right this weekend. they deserve it. =]

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named, "Bush", "Dick", and "Colon". Need I say more?" - Chris Rock

i let him down...

i never thought that u and i could go our separate ways. my mom always told me that it didn't seem like we could hold together forever. like blood, i loved u. like family, i cared bout u. whenever u needed someone, i was waiting with an open ear. sadly for me, u ran to someone else almost every time. i was a last resort on ur chart when u were my first. i knew we would grow distant over time, but i never thought it'd be this bad. oh well for me. i guess i'm missing u more than u're missing me; so for now, i'd like to say "goodbye, my friend. forever will be the impact u made on my life and forever u will be held close to my heart." maybe our paths will cross again down the line... then we'll reminisce of the good times from the past. u have ur own life ahead of u. i guess, sometimes, i wish i was still a part of it. it's the end of an episode.

u should kno who u guys are that i'm talking about...

Cute, charismatic, clever
Humorous, handsome, happiness
Real, righteous, relaxing
Interesting, intriguing, ideal
Smart, strange, surreal.
...all these things and even more...
i love him for him &
i miss him more everyday

p.s. - i jus realized how hard it is to find words that start with H and R that aren't slang... take righteous for example... some people use it for slang, and yet, the meaning is totally different... hence, i like the real meaning that i choose. and for H, i could've used "hot" or "hip" like my roommate recommended... but no, jus doesn't work for me...

i'm hoping for the best. i love u chris. no matter what.

so last night, i slept over at mara's dorm. yup. it was cool. well, let me explain why i had to sleep there. my roommate told me earlier yesterday that her bf was coming over to spend the night and asked if i could leave them some alone time for 2 hours or something... so i said okay. then i decided to go one step higher. i decided to sleep over at mara's because i didn't really wanna see the same stuff i've seen before. blah! so yup, they had their fun or whatever... and i got to kick it wit mara and marsa! =P

yesterday, i was in a crap mood, but chris helped make me feel better. also, hangin out in mara's room helped too. =]

Random (11:22:20 AM): So...how's irvine?
Random (11:25:16 AM): Aneehs reads ur blog and she thinks u should of went to usm even though u
know its going to be different
angel x flair (11:25:44 AM): huh?
angel x flair (11:25:56 AM): i wouldn't wanna be anywhere but here
Random (11:26:30 AM): Why what's over there?
angel x flair (11:27:59 AM): well, why would i go anywhere else? esp. home. home is jus my house in a city i love close to chris. i'm a forgotten being up there. i mean more to people down here than anywhere else. other than family and chris.

sorry if i seem bitter. sorry if i sound like i don't care. i jus think u would feel the same way too if everyone that u felt was a tyte ass friend decided to jus live their lives as if u weren't a part of it. so u've got problems, and i promised to always be there. i will always be there, but it was always jus up to u to come to me. i'm sorry, but i jus grew tired of being the one to tie things together again. don't wanna start drama or any shit wit anyone up north... but u kno what? i'm sorry. i'll always be ur friend. always and forever. cuz i can't jus pretend that u never existed or touched my life. and yea, this applies to a few more than one person. i miss u guys, but what bout reciprocity?

to whom it may concern:
i would like to formally apologize to anyone hurt by my bitchyness during pcn. that is not how i normally act. i am deeply sorry for any confidence lowering comments i may have made or other physical or mental injury. my comments are in no way a direct opinion of you as a person. i am sorry for raising my voice at you or making you feel as less than what you are really worth. i did not mean to be as mean as i now realize that i was. i apologize. thank you to those who dealt with me and who actually did some work.
- adrienne

p.s. - and a big FcUK YOU to anyone that still thinks i'm a bitch or who actually deserved it. ;]

this is an excerpt from bridget gray's "My Letter to Hip Hop"

Dear Hip Hop:
I’m writing to inform you I’m going to have to end our relationship, I know in the beginning I was down to work my hips, but I was tricked. Seduced by your beat. You had me for three minutes and forty-six seconds I was suspended in time, but when I snapped out of it I had to ask, “Did I hear what I thought I did in that last rhyme?” Now forgive me, maybe I’m getting old or maybe I’m just slow, but I didn’t even know you could say bitch on the radio, yet I was entranced by your beat I heard somewhere before, oh, I remember that was the original score. Now unless I’m dreaming I could of swore, right after you called me a bitch you called someone else whore, and at this point I’m trying to process a few things. What were the original words to that song? And you want me to do WHAT with my thong? I’m trippin’ cause nobody is acting like anything is wrong. After all the anthem for the new millennium was Big Pimpin’. It all seems a big surreal, when I was dancing I didn’t know the damage my soul was going to feel. And there are times when I’m still compelled to move, but I swear it’s the old school groove that plays above the lyrics, but if the music wasn’t there I definitely wouldn’t hear it! I thought Hip Hop was a way to poetically express yourself but it seems you’d say anything to get your C.D. off the shelf. So lets toast with champagne and blunts to your health but first tell me why, “Every other video, brotha’s gotta be a gigolo” and you show your respect by pouring beer for the homie who’s dead. Then pour the rest of the forty over some females head, and what’s crazier than that she doesn’t seem to mind, but if you look past her ass deep into her eyes you might find, a hint of surprise, cause she didn’t realize ,the camera shot would be between her thighs, and she furthers the lie, as she tries to deny, pretending its okay. She just gave a piece of her self-esteem away, and it aired nine times on MTV today, and all of that for little to know pay, but “He’s a hustler baby and he told you so, and when he’s through you’re a video ho.” And I’m trying to make it in this business so I’ve stood in those high heel shoes you know. Now, when I go to the club I see a sea of young woman with fake diamonds bouncing around their waist to little clothes on her body and too much make-up on her face singing, “Ondelay Ondelay mommie E.I. E.I. uh oh.” Were you that ho? Was I that ho? Or do we all need to spititually grow? Does anyone know what E.I E.I. stands for anyway?

Is it

Eternally Imprinting

Exaggerated Ignorance or,

Exploiting Innocence while

Extremely Intoxicated?

I’m starting to think commercial Hip Hop has become over rated, and you dedicated,

an entire song to how fast my ass is shaking, tossing around money you really ain’t making , didn’t I see you on Court TV accused of raping? But I’m the one hatin?

Well maybe I am! Someone needs to speak up on behalf of the woman! So, NO!

You can’t see my thong. NO! I won’t back my thing up. NO! You can’t big pimp me, into buying your C.D. It takes a King and a Queen to create a real dynasty. Why don’t you set your mind free? Why don’t’ you back that thinking up? Maybe you’re already aware you call yourself Kurrupt. It’s not hard to deduct when I keep hearing rumors you’re going bankrupt. You just claim to be head Hip Hopper in charge, but spend all your money to prove that you’re large but, “All your real niggas still kick it with ya” and “There ain’t no nigga like the one you got” so “You’d ride for your niggas and die for your niggas” cuz you’re a NO LIMITATIONS NIGGA. What type of nigga slang and bang in the streets, A Bad Boy, a rude boy, a 504 boy, a hot boy, a ghetto boy? Hold up! Listen to me, I’ve got a plan. Stop calling yourself a nigga and a boy and call yourself a MAN! “What I really want from my niggas” is to realize it’s the root of the word that’s the trigger, triggering thoughts through my temple of its real definition look it up it’s simple, #1 ignorant ;#2 stingy and misery; #3 inconsequential and petty, but it’s not the definition that comes as a shocker, what baffles me you call yourself a Doctor. What are you healing brother? With all your jewels wrapped around your neck and your wrist,

What happen to throwing up a fist? To represent unity, to show our pride. Now the only time you throw up a fist is to show off the fact you bought a Rolex never mind the damaging effects all of this has look around it’s spreading fast. Even Lil’ Bow Wow has his Mickey Mouse iced down when he should be fitting those jewels into his crown. Got little kids thinking it’s the thing to hustle up your money for a little Bling Bling, why don’t you Sing Sing the truth playa? Money really ain’t a thing ya see, when you trade it in for the your dignity, and all you are doing is perpetuating the negativity.

So I challenge thee, the next time, I do mean the very next time you’re seduced by the beat listen closely to the rhyme, and you tell me if that is what poetry was supposed to be.

Sincerely,
bridget gray

i'm missin my chris so much... i can't wait to see him again... as i stare at this free flight ticket in my hand, i can only think of going to see him... but iono... i jus wanna see him... i wanna be with him at pop, but iono... we haven't even talked about it... blah... whatever... jus in a bummy bitchy mood right now... peace.

wow... yesterday was soooooo tiring... that was the longest day in recent history for me. yes, i beat the previous day by about an hour or so... freakin aye... well, pcn went very well... except for a few things of course... i bitched at like half of the stage crew on my side for not doing shit and not listening to me... freakin aye, and no, this isn't typical cute mad adrienne... this was hardcore swearing like a bitch angry... oh yeaaaa... i was in charge of the left wing for like half of the show... and i got to talk on the headset! hahaha... well, yea, we went thru two full run throughs before the actual show. so we started at about 8, but i woke up at 6:30 to be there at the call time of 7:30. bOo... i think all the practice was worth it tho... jus sucked that the left wing had like 4 new stage crew people. dammit. well, all the dances went smoothly except modern's... the freakin sound stage fucked up on their music... they were like crying... DRAMA. but yea, they decided to let them start all over after a lot of yelling... so things were good in the end. everything was fun. i'll show up on the video like twice by accident, but oh well!!! my bad! hahahaha... =P ok, i'll probably think of more to write, but i'm gonna go now cuz i jus got out of the shower... byeee =]

oh my god... i've been so freakin busy, it's not even funny... i haven't done so much in such a long time. freakin aye... but it's all good cuz i'm helpin out my wonderful kababayan with our annual Pilipino Cultural Night! i'm on stage crew! oh yea... we're so important to the show yet everyone jus neglects us. oh well, i'm having fun. i'm on the left wing takin care of business. hehe... i'm second in the line of power on that side. hehe... yup, while the coordinator is gone, i manage the left wing and the head set. yessssssss... i'm so cool. lol. well, thursday was one of the longest days ever... i was awake for like 20 hours straight. no naps. i woke up at 7:40 which was already pretty late cuz i had a midterm at 8. man... that started it all... i took my 3 midterms. they weren't that bad, i guess... then right after my last midterm, i went to the bren to help wit pcn. i don't even remember what i did really anymore... i think it was a run through of the show... oh well... today, i woke up at around 2:30 and got ready. i went to the bren at around 4, and that's where we began the day. did two food runs. blah blah blah... a full run through of the show. yup... and i guess that's all... and here i am... gnite world! =]

p.s. - i've been really happy recently. i hope all this happiness lasts for a while... or at least for the next 6 weeks... ;]
p.p.s. - chris had his show tonight [friday] as well... he said that he did well. i'm so proud of my sexy baby! =D

6800 visits! oh yeaaa... rock it out... =P
so yea, i'm taking 3 classes, and all 3 decide to have their midterms on the same day [thursday]. what the heck guys?!?! jeezus... i'm not stressing too much bout them all being the same day cuz i have a couple hours in between each of them... anyway, with today [thursday] begins hell... i have 3 midterms with the last one ending at 6:30. boo... then right after that, i must report to the bren for pcn run-through until midnight... then friday, pretty much i'll be busy with pcn again from 5 till midnight again. all leading up to saturday which is the night of the big show... so from 8am alllllllll the way. blah! oh well, i get to run across stage in all black cuz i'm cool like that... or i'm jus too shady to buy tickets cuz i'm poor. haha... =P hopefully, it all goes well...

ALSO, my wonderful chris is having his performance on friday... wish i could've gone, but oh well... found out too late. =P anywho, gLuck to him and all them. =]

well, i think that's all i can think of for now... no more procrastination... must study and maybe sleep. ha... did i mention that my first midterm is at 8am? heh... FUN! *passes out*