well, i'm here... yep... i guess my mom and i are alright... no bomb slingin for now. she b*tched at me on saturday tho cuz i was wearin my boi's jacket... yea, she thinks that borrowing clothes is bad or something... i remember that she said that i was gonna get some disease or somethin when i was wearing crystal's jacket one day... riiight... that's my mom's strange fob thinkin for ya...

friday was interesting... hahaha.. the night before i was debating between bein a breaker or a raver... well, bein that my mom gets all pissy when i wear other people's clothes... i kinda didn't want to risk it but i was still thinkin... so i decided to be a raver at the last minute... i dug up all of my bracelets and all the glitter i could find.. i found my "angel" shirt and got my windbreakers... haha.. then i had my visor... oh yesss... and i got all my blinky toys... WeEeH!!! hahahaha... anyway, it kinda fooled some people into thinkin that i was some raver or something... but those who kno me kno that i'm not a raver... jus an odd girl with hella raver type toys... lol... but i wanted to steal someone's wings the whole day jus to complete the outfit and also find someone's lil pacifier... wOo... but i didn't... oh well, but i did get a water bottle from the box that says "faculty only" on it... i'm faculty... hahahaha... some fun there... but omg... freakin crystal was creepy... dead presidents stuff... so her face was all white wit black around the eyes and black lips... muahahaha... she was creepin people out. it was cool... after school, people at serramonte were looking at me funny... hahaha... oh well... f*ck u stupid boppers!!! i've got the cute boi... and u don't... and for the guys, ur gurl is ugly and so are you... muahahaha... oh man... i'm jus playin... but there were some annoyin lil boppers... and they were lookin at me funny... jack*sses... i didn't care tho... cuz i only had hella glitter on, nothin too odd... and a visor indoors... so what?? yup... well, after chris dropped me off at home... i washed off all the glitter and stuff and went out with him again later that night.. we watched On The Line... that movie with the 'nsync doods... it was pretty cute... kinda predictable tho... but i was pretty surprised that Lance Bass is a pretty good actor... but the girl could've been prettier... heh...

saturday morning was a boring day at my volunteer thing... i had hella crap to do tho... shoOoT... "adrienne, can u do this project for me?" "adrienne, can u help me fix this computer?" "adrienne, can u make a card like this one?" oh well, it's all good... i love it there pretty much... the people are hella nice... the only thing is that they all speak spanish... and since i don't take it anymore, i'm jus like "duh?" hahaha... i do understand somethings once in a while... but oh well, i try... haha... the computer teacher dood that i help was asked if i understood spanish... and he said yes... oh great... that jus means that the class is all gonna talk to me in spanish thinkin that i understand... great... haha.

oh yea! i almost forgot that i didn't jus go to the movies with chris... we did somethin else before that... we drove for bout 30 minutes or so in traffic... YAY!!! hahaha... luv u chris for puttin up with me... hehe... anyway... yep, we drove to palo alto to go visit my best buddy crystal at her work... WoO! best buy!!! bB!!! hehe... well, this bling-blingin baller spent $170... on two different cameras... i got a cool new digicam hehe!!! so now u can see pics of me and all this craziness and randomness in my life... hehe... soon, i'll have a pics section up... anyway, i also got a spiffy izone camera... u kno, wit the sticky pics? yup yup!!! they're so cool! speaking bout my new digicam/webcam... i used up the entire memory space today at school... lol... i'll get some of those pics up soon too... hehe... but yep, my adventure to bB was sOo fun... luv u crys! hehe... but being the bboy that he is, chris saw a large clear circular area... and thought that it would be the perfect breakin space... muahaha... luv him... so weird, i swear... and then crystal did her own lil body rock thing or whatever u call it... and haha.. it was so funny... times like that make me want a video camera wit me at all times... haha... and then chris was playin wit the tv thing wit the dvd and tivo demo things on it... and it got hella loud all of a sudden and he like panicked... hahaha... it was so funny... so we hella kept pressing buttons... lol... "no more playing with things for u lil boy." muahahaha... then off we went to the movies and got there hella on time cuz of that darn traffic...

well, let me continue about saturday... i went out wit chris again and we watched Corky Romano... it was alrite... i don't really recommend it tho... probably jus wait for the video... anyway... good fun... hehe... and that's all for that evening pretty much for me... no Thirteen Ghosts for me... *shivers*

sunday was boring... that's all... didn't do very much... i did go shoppin a lil bit... i went to serramonte again... lol.. i was tryin to find some black or white wings, but no luck... then i was gonna buy me some shoes... hella nice shoes but the damn people at the register were takin too long and i got impatient... but now i want them!!! wAaAaH!!!... argh, i'll get them later, i guess... but i did get a pretty cool shirt... hehe... i'm such a dork... but damn proud...

man, this entry is hella long... that's what i get for not posting the entire weekend... haha... well, i guess i'll post bout today now... well, school is boring... i used up the entire memory on my digicam... leslie got edible undies for her bday from erica... i had an interesting physics test and a horrible calc test... i took the train home... the end... haha... i'll get those pics up soon... i gotta get some promotion for this site goin... i wanna see that counter start goin up man!!! shiiieet...

i strongly dislike if not hate my mom. end of story.

i wanna be the first to post!!! hahaha... well, i'm hella tired today... i was sleeping during my free period and wake up to realize that my friends were throwing raisins at me... gRr... then i had a test in one class, but the substitute decides to show up 20 minutes late.. so we had less time to take the test, and i ended up staying after school to finish it... argh! i have to do my college applications and sign up for the SATs again.. dammit.

well, my cutie chris came to drop off my halloween costume... haha... yea, i jus might be a bgirl... if that doesn't work... i'll do the dead presidents thing wit crys... i get off of school at 1:38 tomorrow... wOo WoO!!! i still haven't told my mom... lol... my mom is so clueless about what's goin at my school ever since she stopped working... dayam, i really wish she would go back to work.. she really gets on my nerves these days cuz she does nothing all day, i swear... then she bitches at me for being all tired and lazy when i get home... excuse me for bein at school stressin all day long! dangit... oh well, whatever... i don't care...

i think that's all for today... i'll leave you with my song of the moment. i posted bout it b4.

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you

open up your heart to me
don't be afraid
gonna show you that one thug love that I have been keeping inside and
d'you know my heart strives
my red blood flow rise and rise
to the top above
the heavens and the clouds
where the streets and sidewalks are bright as gold
step into my world girl
take you for a ride in my life
someday you'll be my wife
never know what I gotta show
in store
when I walk through that door
me and you standing on a bright star
in a distant universe 10 milion light years so far
so never let it go girl
only me and you, what
it's the things that we do
it's coo
keeping it true with you boo my heart is only for you
never give it up
never let it go
cause you know
my love flows like a river flow
and I promise you that
thats I always got your back
like a friend
likea lover
there be no other
who loves you like a brother
never let you down
and I always can be counted on
to be the one
to show you true love
my real love
what the deal love
with this relationship
can you feel it
hows it going down
yo I ain't clowning around
look into my heart
and this is where my love will be found

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you

locked inside me
its the one thing no one really sees
my life as a dead rose
peddles just fall
stems gonna die
really damn slow
but then u came into my room
in a dark world nothing blooms
you allow me to look up
look in your eye and know what's up
and I felt a mad rush of love
from then me and you
saw like thugs
that shows my love like a thousand times
but in my mind its not enough
gotta know the things you hate
realize the way you are
hope I never make you cry
I never make you lie
so you can save my heart from the pain that your enduring
when your friend talk behind my back
just tell me the truth of things
so you don't stress out
and I hope you can relax
cause I love you more than friends
and I love you more than family
when I see you get all sad
it's like a sword penatrating through me
you tell me your worst times
you tell me your worst stories
I tell you same thing
and you make me not worry
you make me become so happy
and you make me put on a smile
never knew a girl like this
like you
who had love love like in denial
now its my turn to tell you
what I think of you
sweety hunny bunny boo
your the best thing that ever happened to me since I was in school
when I die you'll see its true
and the world will see it too
them names of two lovers
which is written in blood
memories of me and you

forever and a day
my mind seems to play
yo the times that we had
were sometimes good and bad
when the days that im sad
you were there to cheer me up
what's up boy?
what's up girl?
it ain't nothing
why u fronting?
d'you feel my love for you boo?
I'm feeling it....
d'you know that its true?
I'm hearing you
tell me that you do boo?
baby yes I do.....
and baby tell me it's coo?
it's coo, it's coo...

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you

well, everyone has posted... good job! hehe... so, new layout... pretty boring... but everything works the way it should... all we need on this lil web page is pictures... yup... well, soon... i'll buy a webcam/digital camera real soon... yesss... then i'll go buckwild wit the pictures... hahahaha! well, today, crys gave me my bday present... good ish... made me want to hug her... so CUUUUTE... first of all, she wrote this hella sweet ass card bout our friendship and everything... aww... =*] and then, the present was a lil precious moments figurine of two girls, and one is crying wit the other one like comforting her... the title of it is "you are always there for me." AWW!!! hehe... i love u crys... thanx man... hehe, i brought hella food wit me today... i brought the rest of my beef jerky (bout 6 sticks), a box of crackers, and my mom's spinach dip... hahaha, it's all gone... man, the crackers were gone by break... haha... i've got some hungry friends... but dayam, u jus don't kno how good that dip is... right crys?? hehe... seriously tho, all i did today was sleep and eat... oh man, i'm gonna get fat... woops! too late... man, have i told u peeps bout my friend erica? she's so weird! i swear... she like memorized where everything is in my room and notices when something is new or missing... haha... and she like hella performs to different songs... omg, yesterday it was linkin park... today's highlight was nsync... soOo ugly... lol... but it's very entertaining... so, i got called on in english class today... twice... b*tch teacher... but yea, the first one i was jus like "iono..." haha... then the second time i actually knew the answer... go me! but i wasn't sure at first cuz the room was all quiet and everyone was jus like looking at me... oh man... i was thinkin, "did i sleep while they talked bout these pages? or am i on the right page?" but turns out, i was right... lol

in reply to my cutie's post... u dang bboy... u can eat all u want but never gain... argh!!! i wanna go to alaska... that'd be cool... haha... but i think for graduation, we're all goin to hawaii... oh yessss... proof that crys does too much ddr: she got a blister from doin it today... hahahaha... jp woman... btw, i agree wit chris bout this www.aznraps.com thing... it's pretty cool from what i've heard so far... "asian love" by infinite limit is gonna be stuck in my head for a while... hehe... hey, chris, let's do a duet... hehe... =D and, by the way, i have a hole in MY tummy... hehe...

"three people. three minds. connected."

hellloooo clareeeeeeceee hahaha or whatever they say on the dr doolittle 2 commercial..hella funny. oh man. adrienne that spinach dip was the bomb diggity today. woop woop. by the way people it's crys.. my website is: digital junGAL yuuup. i go to skool with adrienne. shes my best buddy. we race down flights of stairs. we have the same backpack. same yah..everything basically. well i gotta bounce...ddr is calling me..buhbyeeeee

by the way... the commenting form now is functioning... heh... so yea, now feel free to comment as u please...

hello blog... say hello to my new team member... his name is chris... and yes, he's my oh-so-cute bboy bf... yup yup... dang that bboy... anyway, i'm at school right now and i'm scared that the lil googly eyes are gonna pop up meaning that i'm being watched... i have yet to see those... heh... back to my education i guess...

hello my lil webpage that i have not actually fixed... i'll think of a new layout for you soon when i have the time...

hello to the rest of the world... it is just moments until my wonderful family/friends birthday party... and the house had a photo finish... well, so there is some things that still need to be done, but the major stuff is complete... finally! it's been pretty much 2 months since this whole house thing started... and it just started with my mom wanting to get rid of the mildew crap in the bathroom... and just look where it ended up.. a complete remodeling of the house... i can't even start to list all the things that has been done to my house... but hey, it's all spiffy... my house now equals my good looks... haha =P

anyway, back to this party thing... my mom has invited hella people and so have i sorta... but most people aren't coming from my list for various reasons... but it's all good... i still luv ya guys... hehe... but crystal, i'm all sad that u can't go today... WAAHH!!! btw... crys is the other "chris" in my life... hehe... best buddy... why oh why does your mom have to be so icky?!?!?! grr!!! oh well... it's all good... hehe.. and btw, chris is definitely not goin cuz there's the Mighty 4 thing goin on in frisco... dang that bboy...

well, so far i have $140 for my birthday... go me! hehe... who knows just what i'll have when this day is over! hehe... i wish i had a car... *sigh* but htat's not gonna happen! psshh...

well, on thursday, the actual day of my bday... i turned 17 on the 18th... hehe... well, i got 6 balloons... all of which are blue... hehe... but let me tell u the story of these balloons... so silvio's sister finds me when i get to school and hands me 4 balloons that silvio gave me... one winnie the pooh star, one round winnie the pooh, and 2 blue latex balloons... then as me, bridgette, and erica were sitting down in the dining room... i had the balloons next to me and i was in free dress... hehe... well, pam comes up with a balloon.... a winnie the pooh start balloon! hehe... that's 2... and also, as bridgette is watching pam give me the balloon... she comes to the realization that it was my birthday... haha! and she didn't even notice that there were balloons sitting right next to me... that bridgette... hehe... anyway, so as i'm about to go to my first period class... crystal comes! woO! and she has a balloon for me! yesssss... and guess what... it was that winnie the pooh star balloon... hahaha... i guess ya'll kno what i like... i like my stuff blue and stars... hehe XD thanx guys...

well, i have to make signs for the doors of my mom's room cuz the cats are all locked in there... and we don't want nosy people opening up those doors... =] gbye people! take the best of care

remember the first day when i saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and then you said to me
i was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide it
and we both had a beautiful night

the way we held each other's hand
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
i knew right then and there you were the one

i know that he loves me cuz he told me so
i know that he loves me cuz his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
i know that he loves me cuz its obvious
i know that he loves me cuz it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

the way we held each other's hand
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
and i knew right then and there you were the one

i know that he loves me cuz he told me so
i know that he loves me cuz his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
i know that he loves me cuz its obvious
i know that he loves me cuz it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy, so happy that you're in my life
and baby, now that you're a part of me
you've showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

i know that he loves me cuz he told me so
i know that he loves me cuz his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
i know that he loves me cuz its obvious
i know that he loves me cuz it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

he looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

well, did i tell u that chris got me the coolest toy a while back??? it's like a hot wheels car that u can like modify like a rice rocket!!! it's hella cool!!! i kno ur jealous... hehe.. reminds me of a civic, but i don't know... it has crazy monster truck wheels too... and a crazy double spoiler and body kit... hehe! i love it. and i love chris for giving me it.

tonight was a college fair thing at serra hs... so basically, a whole lot of colleges come to that school so people can learn bout them... nothing too exciting... except i was kissin major admissions people a**... haha... seriously, i made sure this one dood from santa clara university knows my name... then there was this one guy from devry that jus happened to be filipino that like started hella talking to my mom about the college and yea... i think he was lonely or something cuz no one was goin up to his lil booth.. aww... well, bastard exbf was there... yep.. joey fat-one... muahaha... i should've told my mom to talk to his mom... hahaha... sum funny ish would go down again... lol... anyway, nothin else too exciting except the fact that i would go to random tables that i wasn't even interested in jus to get the free pens and stuff... hehe... like the navy booth, they jus kept talkin... but while they talked, i took a mouse pad, some pens, and a few pencils... hehe... i also got some stuff from skyline.. a flashlight, folder, and a cool bendable pen... hehe... oh yes, SCORE! haha

i am not a cheater. so no matter what anyone tells you, i'm an innocent lil asian girl who gets good grades on her own... 0=D hehe... but of course...

well, crystal has been tellin everyone that the 18th is my birthday... thanx man... hehe... i accept your challenge... let's race! hahaha... and yea, u better be sleepin over on sunday... my mom said that she's closing her doors cuz she knows that we're gonna be noisy... hahaha... and no, i won't push u off the bed this time...

family party is this sunday... wOo... money and presents... yessss... i really want chris to go... but it's okay, i guess... i'm jus inviting all my friends... within limit of course... cuz i can't have like hella people in my house... shOot, gotta have some room for the relatives... haha... i make it seem like i've got hella friends... but no, i jus have a small house... hehe...

free dress tomorrow... yay... hehe... flowers and balloons... go me.... oh yea, if anyone wants to send me flowers... send it to my school if u want... hahaha... and jus tell them who it's for... haha... but yea, whatever's clever... chris might be pickin me up! wOo WoO!!! XD *hella cheesin* *sigh* he's so cute... ANYWAY, back on topic... umm... nm! i have no more topics... hehe... almost bday time... wOo... 17 baby!

well, the dayz have been goin by quickly... i lose track of time... and i don't kno anymore what to do sometimes... i currently have no balance whatsoever between school and my life... and almost everyday, my mom finds a reason to yell at me... if only u knew how much i want to be free... yea, i kno that sum of u are probably sayin, "that's what u think now, just wait." blah blah blah... i don't kno bout what i'd want in the future but i kno what i want right now... movin on...

i'm hella happy with my friends situation at school these days... i'm in the clique that i think that i fit in the most in the school... i've always felt out of place wit all my other friends... but for once... i feel like i belong... i love those peeps... oh yea, let me tell u my nicknames jus from that one group... grasshopper, midget #2, highlight, and adro... hehe... love em...

i went to hot import nights a while ago... saw sum tight ass cars... pretty good sho... but i'm a girl... so nothin else too exciting... except i bought a poster... soOo, moving on...

me and chris are doin jus fine these days... i love him. 4 months so far.

crystal, let's race! muahaha... omg... imagine us if we ever get cars... lol! but for now, my ass is freeloadin rides off of everyone and jumpin on CalTrans once in a while... hehe... me and erica... woop woop...

i miss sheena! i wanna call her up but she's always busy... dayam woman... we've been plannin on kickin it... but it hasn't worked out yet... arghish...

guess what thursday is!!! the 18th. good job.

college apps are a b*tch... so are SATs... kiss my a**!!!

anyway, no school tomorrow... haha... school's a b*tch too... argh! movin on...

wait, there's nothin else on my mind to share wit you... so thas all i guess... go away now

well, by popular demand, i'm here bloggin my life away again... well, i was reading an interesting article in an old issue of teen people that kinda creeped me out... it was about online stalkers... HmM... oh well... *shrugz* AHH!!! i have to go!!! dammit... i've been at my cousin's house for hella long... and when i decide to blog.... it's time to go!!! wtf... dammit... my bday is on thursday... jus a friendly reminder... i'll be back later my dear blog.

my birthday wish list:

- a car (supra...hahaha =P)
- a flat screen monitor
- cordless keyboard & mouse
- hey, make that a new computer
- a new phone
- random cds (craig david, linkin park, one vo1ce, usher, ginuwine, etc.)
- a digital camera/webcam
- clothes
- bed sheets (my mom sent my old ones to the PI)
- a frame for my import car poster
- a model supra or other import type car (with paint!)
- money
- i want to find my ring or get a new one

riiight... like i'll get any of these... well, maybe i'll get money from the family... woo...

okay, i'll actually post later tonight or something... i don't know.

well, i guess i haven't really posted anything recently... sorry bout the lack of updates... a lot of shit has been happening ever since friday afternoon... and yea... when i say shit. i mean it. it's all just crap that has blown up in my face... i didn't want this all to happen... u kno when u feel like ur doin the right thing but it has negative effects on certain things but u don't regret what you did? if you understand that then u understand how i feel... last weekend, i kept going through major mood changes... i'd be hella happy like nothing in the world was wrong... but then u could turn around and i'd be crying... iono... whatever, i hate stress... argh, i'm tired... i'll write more eventually