i wanna be the first to post!!! hahaha... well, i'm hella tired today... i was sleeping during my free period and wake up to realize that my friends were throwing raisins at me... gRr... then i had a test in one class, but the substitute decides to show up 20 minutes late.. so we had less time to take the test, and i ended up staying after school to finish it... argh! i have to do my college applications and sign up for the SATs again.. dammit.

well, my cutie chris came to drop off my halloween costume... haha... yea, i jus might be a bgirl... if that doesn't work... i'll do the dead presidents thing wit crys... i get off of school at 1:38 tomorrow... wOo WoO!!! i still haven't told my mom... lol... my mom is so clueless about what's goin at my school ever since she stopped working... dayam, i really wish she would go back to work.. she really gets on my nerves these days cuz she does nothing all day, i swear... then she bitches at me for being all tired and lazy when i get home... excuse me for bein at school stressin all day long! dangit... oh well, whatever... i don't care...

i think that's all for today... i'll leave you with my song of the moment. i posted bout it b4.

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you

open up your heart to me
don't be afraid
gonna show you that one thug love that I have been keeping inside and
d'you know my heart strives
my red blood flow rise and rise
to the top above
the heavens and the clouds
where the streets and sidewalks are bright as gold
step into my world girl
take you for a ride in my life
someday you'll be my wife
never know what I gotta show
in store
when I walk through that door
me and you standing on a bright star
in a distant universe 10 milion light years so far
so never let it go girl
only me and you, what
it's the things that we do
it's coo
keeping it true with you boo my heart is only for you
never give it up
never let it go
cause you know
my love flows like a river flow
and I promise you that
thats I always got your back
like a friend
likea lover
there be no other
who loves you like a brother
never let you down
and I always can be counted on
to be the one
to show you true love
my real love
what the deal love
with this relationship
can you feel it
hows it going down
yo I ain't clowning around
look into my heart
and this is where my love will be found

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you

locked inside me
its the one thing no one really sees
my life as a dead rose
peddles just fall
stems gonna die
really damn slow
but then u came into my room
in a dark world nothing blooms
you allow me to look up
look in your eye and know what's up
and I felt a mad rush of love
from then me and you
saw like thugs
that shows my love like a thousand times
but in my mind its not enough
gotta know the things you hate
realize the way you are
hope I never make you cry
I never make you lie
so you can save my heart from the pain that your enduring
when your friend talk behind my back
just tell me the truth of things
so you don't stress out
and I hope you can relax
cause I love you more than friends
and I love you more than family
when I see you get all sad
it's like a sword penatrating through me
you tell me your worst times
you tell me your worst stories
I tell you same thing
and you make me not worry
you make me become so happy
and you make me put on a smile
never knew a girl like this
like you
who had love love like in denial
now its my turn to tell you
what I think of you
sweety hunny bunny boo
your the best thing that ever happened to me since I was in school
when I die you'll see its true
and the world will see it too
them names of two lovers
which is written in blood
memories of me and you

forever and a day
my mind seems to play
yo the times that we had
were sometimes good and bad
when the days that im sad
you were there to cheer me up
what's up boy?
what's up girl?
it ain't nothing
why u fronting?
d'you feel my love for you boo?
I'm feeling it....
d'you know that its true?
I'm hearing you
tell me that you do boo?
baby yes I do.....
and baby tell me it's coo?
it's coo, it's coo...

where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you
where would I be without you
don't ever give up cause you know
I wanna be with you boo
all of my life i've been waiting for you
can this be true you know babe im missing you