well, i guess i haven't really posted anything recently... sorry bout the lack of updates... a lot of shit has been happening ever since friday afternoon... and yea... when i say shit. i mean it. it's all just crap that has blown up in my face... i didn't want this all to happen... u kno when u feel like ur doin the right thing but it has negative effects on certain things but u don't regret what you did? if you understand that then u understand how i feel... last weekend, i kept going through major mood changes... i'd be hella happy like nothing in the world was wrong... but then u could turn around and i'd be crying... iono... whatever, i hate stress... argh, i'm tired... i'll write more eventually