why did it have to happen now? when everything in my life seems to be going down... when school life couldn't be any lower... when i feel an overwhelming sense of lonliness everyday... why did it have to happen at my weakest point? when i'm easiest to break... last night, i felt as if my heart was being torn out slowly... i couldn't breathe... my lungs jus stopped taking in air... my body wanted to give up jus as much as my mind wanted it to... i don't kno what to think anymore... i don't kno what to expect. i don't kno how tomorrow will be. i don't kno what lies ahead for us... i don't kno much anymore... i do kno, tho, that these tears won't stop... i feel no hunger. i feel no more pain. soon, i won't feel life...