i miss him... sometimes i feel the tears coming because i simply miss seeing his face or even hearing his voice in person... i hold my pillow close and tight at night wishing that one night i'd wake up with him in its place. why can't i jus be with him and not here... well, i'll keep my head up and hold back the tears until the next time i see him. then all i'll have is a smile on my face knowing that i'll always have his love. i love you chris. u brighten up my life.