u kno how in Lilo & Stitch, stitch wants to find somewhere that belongs? well, in a way, i feel the same way. i don't have my own group of friends that i can jus click wit. i don't have a social lifestyle that i really fit it. there is no music culture that really suits me. i'm a loner in this big world. i'm a freak! mua hahahaha... it didn't really bother me as much before because there was one person that was jus like me with that... but where is (s)he? who knows where that person went. i'm jus waiting for that person to jus say a simple "hello. you're a dork and so am i. let's be friends again." then everything will be okay. sorta. i'll still be a freak, but at least there would be someone else that would be too. u think i should attempt to make friends here? i probably should. people are starting to notice that i'm anti-social and friendless. ha. adrienne, anti-social??? yes, contrary to popular belief, i can possibly be one of the most anti-social people in all of middle earth (dorms, not lotr reference, tho it is quite a nice lil pun =P ). i have my wonderful chris, really nice roommate sanaz, and my fun cousin jett. i guess i'm set for a while. it'll take a lot before i go completely insane. hehe... u kno what? i do have friends, jus not here. i'd jus like to make that clear. i am not a loser. just a lil lonely down here. =P

well, my mom called last night. mua hahaha... the staying silent worked. so she's not so mad at me, but i jus have to keep changing the subject when she talks about my grades... i jus don't wanna go there.

yesterday was the first day of my class at the uci extension. this class doesn't count for any credit for my school. u're probably asking, "Why the FCUK are u taking it then?!?!" well, i'm asking myself that too. anyway, it's 3 hours long. yes, 3 LONG hours. now, i'll tell u what class this is. it's an intro to digital imaging class. now with that, u'd expect that all of the people would have at least a general knowledge of how a computer works. why oh why did the one that didn't kno jack crap have to sit next to me?!?! oh, and all these people are a whole lot older than me... maybe 30s+. the woman next to me didn't know how to turn on the computer, and she kept clicking around trying to open a program that she already had open. it's a mac for bajeezus's sake!!! yea, so we learned the basics of photoshop. so basically, i could've slept those 3 hours and still had more knowledge about the basics than i did when i walked out. it felt so meaningless. *shrugz* oh well, it keeps me busy. hopefully, i can sneak a way to use aim during class. that would be nice. haha...

things i can't seem to find:
- black baseball cap
- pearl necklace
- rhinestone teardrop necklace

i wonder where these all went... =[

things i want to buy but have no money for:
- a bike
- mp3 player (muvo! ; ] )
- a printer
- new cell phone faceplate
- a ps2 & games

alrighty, i'm running out of crap to ramble on so i'll stop. late.