today is when u remember all that u are thankful for... here are what i am thankful for...
. the love of my life named chris
. my best buddy crys
. my family of weirdos
. the opportunities i have esp. wit school
. my life
. food, shelter, the basics
. the internet... HAHA =P
. did i say chris yet? gotta love that guy. =D
what are u thankful for? happy thanksgiving guys!

sittin here
daydreamin about you
oh, everything we had
wish i could get it back


cuz if it ain’t you, then i don’t want it
and if it ain’t you, then it ain’t for me
i can see your face whenever i'm sleepin
but it hurts when i realize i’m dreamin

so if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
cuz you can’t be replaced by nobody else
i’ll go crazy if i can’t have you for myself

if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
i’ve decided that nobody could compare to you
there’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do

there’ve been a few
who’ve tied to take your place
i’ve been on many dates
still it just ain’t the same

if its not a letter sent from you, then i don’t read it
if it’s not a gift sent from you, then i don’t need it
i’ve been longin just to find somebody like you
but nobody can do it quite like you

so if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
cuz you can’t be replaced by nobody else
i’ll go crazy if i can’t have you for myself

if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
i’ve decided that nobody could compare to you
there’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do

i took your pictures off the wall
that didn’t seem to help at all
so i’mma put it out there, i’mma let you know
if you need to rest your head you can come back home


i thought that i could live without your love, you know i tried
but I feel incomplete when I don’t have you in my life
so i’mma put it out there, i’mma let you know
if you need to rest your head you can come back home

so if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
cuz you can’t be replaced by nobody else
i’ll go crazy if i can’t have you for myself

if i can’t have you
i’ll just be single for the rest of my life
i’ve decided that nobody could compare to you
there’s nobody that can make me feel the way you do
isyss - "single for the rest of my life"

oceans apart, day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice on the line
but it doesn't stop the pain
i see you next to never
how can we stay forever?

wherever u go whatever u do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

i took for granted all the times
that i would last somehow
i hear the laughter and i taste the tears
but i can't be near you now
oh can't u see it baby?
u've got me going crazy

wherever u go whatever u do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

i wonder how we can survive this romance
but in the end, if i'm with you
i'll take the chance

wherever u go whatever u do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

oh i love u
oh whatever it takes
whatever u do
wherever u go
i am never leaving you
i am gonna be waiting
i'll be right here waiting for you

chris, i miss you.

OMG! there's a Yoshinoya in santa clara!!! i've waited for years for one to open... if i had known that during the summer... omg... it would've been over. yoshinoya. eggettes. pho. lucky chances. tk noodle. that's all that my summer would've consisted of. well, food-wise. haha... i tell all of you to go find a local yoshinoya and have a beef bowl. yum. =]

can u tell me that this video isn't weird/cool/disturbing? ha, didn't think so... [btw, be sure to have divx first]

little rocket dot net : Ouchie
and this is why i want to be a graphic artist... to be cool and well off like him. haha... find his portfolio... that is what i wanna do for the rest of my life. be creative. draw. create. and then it comes down to, but i can't draw for sh*t. oh what to do??? maybe i really should consider that major in studio art...

i found this interesting:
...... get a life ..... [mary's bLog]
slap in the face.
I'm sick and tired of your sulky crap about how melancholy life is. The idea has been worn out, my friend. We're all well aware that your perspective on life is of hopelessness and empty vaccuums. Quit complaining; Stop wallowing in your self-inflated agony and strife if you're going to do absolutely nothing about it. What good are words and thoughts if they're not put to good use? Recognizing the pressures and influences of society are worthless if you continue to live your life exactly the way it was before you knew. There is no difference between an immobile man and an immobile man with ideas. I'm repulsed by you.

Can't you see? Life is beautiful. Life is a gift of God, not a right. You never deserved any of this. You never deserved to see the orange leaves on trees in fall. You were never guaranteed the fresh smell of pine during a walk in the woods. And who promised the priviledge of joy in holding the soft hand of the one you love?

You have been offered a brilliant bouqet of flowers, yet you're complaining that the stems are too long, nagging that the icing on your cake is spread on too thin, whining that your free 100,000 dollar car doesn't come with matching leopard seat covers.

Just shut up and be thankful, stupid.

[This has been an exclusive note to self, from self.]

and i wholeheartedly agree...
"life's not a bitch. life is a beautiful woman." - aesop rock

Ladder Theory Master Page
the guy that wrote this has officially irritated me. that is all. oh, and if all guys really think this, i'm gonna stop talking to the entire male race.

together we sat on this beach
you were right within my reach
by your side where i belong
i've loved you all along
watching the sunset
and i only have one regret
i wish i never let you go
that one time so long ago
just knowing that i have u back
makes me realize how much i lacked
forever i want to spend with you
maybe even just appreciating this view
because as many grains of sand
that make all the beaches on this land
are not enough to show
jus how much our love will grow
with all my heart
i never wanna see us part
from this day let's pledge never
and let this be the beginning of forever.

i have my own style of jeans... haha

"Infatuation is fleeting desire of glands calling to one another. It is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are not genuinely happy.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. It is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It gives you strength and grows beyond you. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together you hope it will end in intimacy. Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship that makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers. Infatuation may lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you better than you were before."

Black People Love Us!
WHAT THE F*CK?!?

heh... i guess it does help to have the counter actually on my page... d'oh! i would probably have a higher number... oh well... who wants to claim to be the 3000th visitor? haha... i could make it a contest! hahaha...

well, i woke up late today... it's weird cuz i set two alarms and make sure that they're on... i don't kno what happened cuz i woke up at 11:44 and the alarm clock was set correctly with volume up and my cell phone alarm must've gone off cuz it wasn't showing up anymore... maybe i turned them off without waking up or something? weird shiz... i woke up, swore, changed pants, put on a sweat shirt, and ran out the door to turn in some hw with hopes that it wouldn't be counted as late. i walked back into my dorm at about 11:55. oh yea, record timing. hahaha... i missed my math lecture... that's hella bad too cuz i really don't understand what's goin on right now... oh well, jus gotta catch up...

it's a hella nice day today. nice and sunny.

watched only bout a half hour of Ringu (original japanese version of the ring), and i already have problems sleeping... d'oh...

i hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
i hate the way you drive my car
i hate it when you stare
i hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it that you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close, not even a little bit, not even any at all
- from 10 Things I Hate About You

yea, that poem is kinda cute... iono, might've been the movie more than the poem... oh well... jus thought i'd share it with u. =]

well, let me tell you about what's been goin on... the weekend following halloween, i went to popsikle wit chris on the saturday. i stayed in his house. his mom was pretty cool. =] i drove chris's car. haha... umm yea... fun times. =D then the weekend that just passed, veterans' day weekend, chris came down here... FOR FREE! hahahaha... okok... anyway, it was fun of course. we walked in the rain to go get some japanese food. then the next day, we walked about 4 or 5 miles to watch 8 mile. =P and then he had to leave on monday... =[ deep inside, i really wished he missed his plane... but nOoo... he JUST caught it... *phooey* oh well... well, yes i believe that is all... i finished a 3 page essay today in less than 2 hours, and i'm feeling good... i've got another comp sci exam tomorrow that i don't kno jack for... but i'm not stressin, cuz i failed the other 2... so i have to retake them... oh well... haha... life goes on... what should i major in guys? help. please.

it's really easy to find out who reads ur bLog if they have a bLog of their own... jus check if they do the same quizzes as u. haha... or when they use the same piece of crap commenting server... or the same iMood thing... or jus basically take somethin from ur bLog and use it on their own... u kno... i've encountered a few bLogs that jus irritate me... reading them... seeing the pictures... glancing over the same exact phrases and words... whatever it may be just bothers me... i understand that bLogs are supposed to be an venue of expression, but when does it turn from expression to jus flat out b*tchin bout one's life or braggin bout all the good things in one's life... i understand that everyone has their moments to b*tch bout the world or to gloat about something new and exciting... but PLEASE... a month or more of jus straight bs? oh my goodness... and if i'm being hypocritical, which i don't think i am, sorry. i don't think i've gone on for weeks on end about caca... i even keep the daily bLog entries to a minimum because daily journals aren't the most interesting forms of expression... i like to keep my bLog as somewhere i can speak what's on my mind (hence, the title) or to tell you what's been going on in my life... u kno? the basics of what i think bout when i'm quiet... thank you for ur time... and for ur enjoyment, i finished 2 of the previous bLog entries... =]

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i jus got interviewed for the sf chronicle... lol... turns out that this lady is doing an article... nm, here's the e-mail she sent me:

Hello,

My name is Vanessa Hua, and I'm a reporter at the San Francisco Chronicle.
I'm writing a story about the import of Asian pop culture (food, music,
toys, etc) and came across your blog about eggettes, the Hong Kong food fad.
I've visited the store and tried the eggette, but would be interested in
speaking with you about how you discovered it here, and what you think its
appeal. Please let me know when you would be available for an interview,
either by phone or email, sometime this week or early next.

Thanks,

Vanessa Hua
Staff Writer

So that's the story... she interviewed me about one of my favorite places on this planet, eggettes. it was pretty interesting. she asked questions about why i like them, when did i first try them, etc etc. she also asked about boba drinks and stuff. so yea, she said she'll e-mail me when the article is published. cool. adrienne will be in the paper! muahahahaha...

adrienne is homesick...

i was thinking to myself as i was laying in my bed today about a few things. last night, i said a prayer [sorta] telling God how much i miss my mom, chris, and crystal. the 3 most important people in my life. i miss being in my own room, in my own bed. i miss my cats. i miss the bay. i miss doin random crap around the bay wit my boi or wit crys. i miss everything.

u kno, i haven't really been trying here. honestly, i haven't given ish to school. i barely do what's needed. where's my inspiration/motivation? it's gone. i need to get over this lack. i gotta do what i need to do. i will try. who's willing to help? then again, was i really ready for a university in the first place? yea, i had the grades and the paperwork, but was i ready mentally to be away from home and to do college work? right now, i don't think i was fully ready to do the work, but i was pretty ready to move away... oh well... i kno i can do it... it's all a matter of will i or not...

the next time i will see everyone is thanksgiving... that seems really far away... oh well, it'll be 5 days that i will use to the fullest... i kno that there's a few people that have been wanting me to meet up with them... jus trust me, i'll try to see what's going on... also a matter of priorities... ;P i need to go to eggettes and max's when i'm up there... someone remind me... haha...

social life... ha! what's that? is that when i go back to the bay and kick it wit crys and/or chris? (haha... read that aloud...) yea, that's social... but back down to irvine, what's my social life like? i don't party. i don't drink. i don't do any drugs. i don't have promiscuous sex with random strangers. i don't mingle with my dorm people. i don't mingle with any of the freshman around me really. i only know maybe 3 or 4 people out of all 3 of my classes. the only person i really hang out with is my roommate. i spend most of my time right here, in front of my computer or on my phone. yes, there is a getaway though. once a week (thursday nights), i go to the kababayan meeting at 7pm. for maybe an hour to two hours, i'm wit some friends. i actually know more than 2 girls (roommate and classmate). i actually have people i can call on if i desperately need a ride to the airport or something, and i have people to hang out with during the meetings. i suppose that it takes up a lot of my thursday nights, but i don't mean it to... kaba is not the most important thing in my life...

I have decided to write out my priority list. so here goes:
1) family/bf/crys
2) school
3) other friends
4) kaba

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