adrienne is homesick...

i was thinking to myself as i was laying in my bed today about a few things. last night, i said a prayer [sorta] telling God how much i miss my mom, chris, and crystal. the 3 most important people in my life. i miss being in my own room, in my own bed. i miss my cats. i miss the bay. i miss doin random crap around the bay wit my boi or wit crys. i miss everything.

u kno, i haven't really been trying here. honestly, i haven't given ish to school. i barely do what's needed. where's my inspiration/motivation? it's gone. i need to get over this lack. i gotta do what i need to do. i will try. who's willing to help? then again, was i really ready for a university in the first place? yea, i had the grades and the paperwork, but was i ready mentally to be away from home and to do college work? right now, i don't think i was fully ready to do the work, but i was pretty ready to move away... oh well... i kno i can do it... it's all a matter of will i or not...

the next time i will see everyone is thanksgiving... that seems really far away... oh well, it'll be 5 days that i will use to the fullest... i kno that there's a few people that have been wanting me to meet up with them... jus trust me, i'll try to see what's going on... also a matter of priorities... ;P i need to go to eggettes and max's when i'm up there... someone remind me... haha...

social life... ha! what's that? is that when i go back to the bay and kick it wit crys and/or chris? (haha... read that aloud...) yea, that's social... but back down to irvine, what's my social life like? i don't party. i don't drink. i don't do any drugs. i don't have promiscuous sex with random strangers. i don't mingle with my dorm people. i don't mingle with any of the freshman around me really. i only know maybe 3 or 4 people out of all 3 of my classes. the only person i really hang out with is my roommate. i spend most of my time right here, in front of my computer or on my phone. yes, there is a getaway though. once a week (thursday nights), i go to the kababayan meeting at 7pm. for maybe an hour to two hours, i'm wit some friends. i actually know more than 2 girls (roommate and classmate). i actually have people i can call on if i desperately need a ride to the airport or something, and i have people to hang out with during the meetings. i suppose that it takes up a lot of my thursday nights, but i don't mean it to... kaba is not the most important thing in my life...

I have decided to write out my priority list. so here goes:
1) family/bf/crys
2) school
3) other friends
4) kaba