well, i should be studying... but iono... really not in the mood... have u ever had those nights/days where u felt so alone? well, i'm having one of those nights... i feel as if no one cares... *shrugz* i kno it's not true... but oh well... it was a bad day. two chances to see the same movie. both failed. d'oh.

well, it's official. i have no prom date. i'm getting desperate. and no one wants to see what happens when i get desperate. i might end up going wit that guy that might try to like rape me or sum crap. then i'd have to go get myself tested for like everything in the morning. not a good thing. don't let me reach that point. *sigh*

i'm stressed right now. very stressed. it's one of those times that i miss having a bf. u kno? someone jus to turn to when u need someone to talk to who u kno can jus make u feel like everything in the world is great.

chris, i miss u. (like whoa, i said his name)