so the stress is pressing to find a prom date... if i can't find one... i guess i spent $140 to go by myself... fun, huh? oh yea... i don't kno what to do... i have no one left to ask... well, i do... iono... whatever... we'll just have to see... and then there's the plans for after... being that i won't be able to drive and i don't kno if i'll get a date who can drive... iono how i'm gonna get places. i kno that some of my friends are probably goin to a hotel to get fawked up and shiz... thas jus not my thing... i'll go for a lil while if i can but probably jus head on home early... blah... stupid ass mofo of a prom... at least, this year i have a group of friends to sti wit during dinner and to kick it wit at prom. now i jus need a kick-ass date... =P

so, i listened to eminem to and from school today... i went to bed angry and extremely depressed... i was shaking last night cuz my body just hurt everywhere... iono... so the eminem was to ease my pain... good angry music. gotta love it. so the whole day, i was pretty down and quiet... *sigh*

well, today is silvio's bday... happy bday sil. 19. whoa... lol... i don't even think he reads this... lol... oh well! i have him a lifesaver today cuz i'm a poor bastard wit absolutely no money to spend right now... maybe once i go to the bank i'll have something... his party thing is this saturday anyway... i'm probably only gonna stop by tho for about an hour or so... of maybe not even that long... *shrugz*

friday is the last school dance... WoO! and it's the one to celebrate the seniors.... hehe... so my friends are makin me go, so yea, i'll be there... gotta get my mind off of crap anyway...

i also have my AP test on tueday... wish me luck, i'll need it cuz i don't kno jack... grr... oh yea, i have my final this coming sunday too... from 9am to 1pm... sounds like fun... stupid test... stupid class that i don't even understand... grr... but hey, i'll be happy with a C-... just as long as i pass. =P

so that is all for now... keep ur head up and stay strong... cuz it'll help me to smile too... cuz god only knows how much i need it...