i used to cry every night thinking about how much i missed you... about how much i want u back... about how much i wished you would just love me again... but now i've learned that i shouldn't wait for you anymore... that i shouldn't waste my love on someone who won't love me in return. all i wanted was for you to come back to me and love me like u did before, but u wouldn't and u didn't give it a chance... so here i stand, letting go of my love. i want to let my heart be free of you. no longer will i let it hurt me or let it bring me down. i deserve to be loved. i deserve someone who will care about me, who won't criticize everything i do. someone who will accept me for who i am and understand who that is. yes, i'll always love you. that's a fact. but now, i can't long for ur kiss or ur sweet caress... no more... cuz i can't go on hoping for something that i'll never get... it's like setting goals too high that i'll never reach. you were jus out of my reach. goodbye my love. hello lonliness. i'm moving on with my life. i need to.

aiya... why is it that once i finish typing all that... i begin to miss u again... dear god, this angel needs her angel...