dammit dammit dammit... why do i go back and forth on this subject??? i don't kno what i want anymore... well, in some way i do... *shrugz* but damn, there's nothing that hurts more than thinking/feeling that someone that u really really like or even love has moved on... fack! why do i even post this up here?!? yea yea, cuz i'm too chicken shiat to say it in person... so yep, another desperate attempt for attention... i don't like myself on these days...