gRr... so yea, tell me how this makes sense... i couldn't find anyone to go to breakdown with me, but almost everyone i know went? yea, do now i'm pissed at the world cuz i really wanted to go... dammit... blah blah blah... i must find something to get my mind off of it... so i'll tell you about what's been goin recently.

yesterday was alrite... it was my first day driving to school. it rocked! hahaha... i really love that i don't have to wait for anyone anymore and that i really am more independent! hehehe... but i gotta be careful. =] after school, i went wherever i felt like at the moment... hehe... it was great. then i got home and jus watched some tv. talked wit my friend bout some stuff... then my other friend called cuz he jus got into a fight wit his dad and didn't wanna go home for a lil bit. i ended up spending time wit him and my mom jus choppin it up, then goin to dinner. i was also kinda plannin on goin to sheena's bday dinner, but i couldn't make it... argh, i felt hella bad, but i did go visit for like a second to drop off my card... *sigh* so many things that i wanted to do, but didn't... sux. today, me and my other friend had planned to go shoppin down on haight at around 11, but he couldn't wake up... so yea, that didn't go, but then he wanted to go to his friend's lil sister's bday/reunion thing. so i was down, and i got ready. he lagged forever and a day. so i gave up on him and jus did random crap with my mom. jeyel called. wanted to go to the movies or something. silvio and him picked me up. off we went to the metreon. we were there for like 10 minutes or something and decided not to watch a movie. oh well... we went the mall downtown instead. walked around a bit then moved on to stonestown. stonestown was alrite. saw some people i'd rather not see in my life again. after that, we headed to my house. they kicked it here for a lil bit before goin on their way. silvio's sleepin over jeyel's house, and jey's havin some party or somethin... nothin really, jus people chillin... yep, and here i am, at home... bored out of my mind... grr... sux? yes, very much. another weekend down the drain. hopefully my spring break doesn't suck.