i guess i'll make this a real post of some sort... hehe... these past few days have been interesting to say the least... my grandpa is in the hospital and that's where i've been spending my afternoons for the past few days... he's getting better tho. =] school has jus been blah... iono... jus not working wit me, but i gotta get my act together cuz i gotta keep those grades stable so i can graduate and still get into the college i want to... speakin of college... i recently got accepted into san diego state university and santa clara university... go me! but do i kno where i wanna go or what i wanna do? nope! *shrugz* i'll figure it all out when i find out from all of the schools... i've been doing a lot of driving recently... it's been great! i really love it... i don't make that many mistakes anymore... my mom is actually comfortable now... plus i only make lil mistakes, stuff everyone does every once in a while... my physics teacher would jus like to let all of the drivers out there to know that they are operating a deadly weapon... omg, he likes making us feel really confident right before the weekend... haha... math is killing me... anyone wanna tutor me in calculus? it'd be greatly appreciated... hehe... well, i've talked about school and some bout family... about friends, man.... i don't kno... i realize that i don't really have any really close friends at school except for crys... so weird cuz i always feel left out of stuff... i guess that's what i get for switching cliques like every year... heh... oh well, i don't trust people that much... *shrugz* love... dang... all i kno is that it's strong... and it's got me very confused... well, that's the end for today... i better get back to sleeping... hehe