chris is leaving for long beach this saturday... *sigh* i'm gonna miss him... tummy squeezes and all... but at least it's only like 2 weeks and not months... man, imagine... months... wow... but i think we could do that too... but i've fallen so deep for him... i don't think i should go into it... so moving on...

i hate being bored... iono... it really has this effect on me... like i get all pissy and moody... (sorry chris for takin it out on you) i don't know why... maybe i jus hate being home... sometimes it just gets so boring that i could jus walk outside of the house and go for a walk down the street and be entertained by the simplicity of being out of the house... but most of the time, i'd rather spend my free time with yep, u guessed it... chris... man, i'm gettin so attached and it's jus setting me up to be let down... i better relax a lil before he gets suffocated by me... cuz that's the last thing i want... to lose him... =[ i said i would stop, huh?... dangit... alrite... so yea, boredom kills me...

i should be studying for finals right now, but i decided a few hours ago to not care for today... but i have hella ish to do tomorrow, so i better get my shit taken care of tomorrow night... i have to do resumes for college applications, do math homework, and study for my last final CALCULUS... death to calculus...

well, i guess that's all for tonight... i can't think of anything else to write about... wish me luck on my finals all u 2 people who read this... 2, ha... if i'm so lucky