as the sun is setting here, i reflect on how nice a day it was today... i woke up late this morning and called into my volunteer job to tell them that i couldn't make it... i lounged around for a while until about 2 with hopes of going out later... well, my mom decided to go to the mall... but she left while i was taking a shower... i didn't go with her because i was plannin on goin out wit chris after i got ready... so after i'm all ready to go... i call chris up... and turns out he's gonna go break then go to the movies... not to be mean, but watchin them break isn't all that fun for more than an hour... if it was a competition or sumthin, it would be fun... but it's jus a practice... so i told him to jus pick me up after... then i started thinking... "it'll be like 2 hours until he's done... great... maybe i don't wanna go out anymore..." well, i didn't really wanna go out later mostly because i want to go out now... so i called him up told him that i didn't wanna go out anymore later... and yea, he called me back probably 10 minutes later and tells me that he's goin to the movies anyway with his friends... and he asked if i didn't wanna go still... so i jus thought... "i guess i might as well since i got ready for no reason really... and yea, i'll get to see chris..." so i said yes. here i sit at about 4:15, bored out of my mind... depressed to the max... and hating life... *sigh* hopefully, i'll have fun tonight to compensate to shitty ass day i've been having so far...