well, today sucked major ass... seriously... i slept until about 11:00... woke up to the phone ringing, hoping that my mom would pick it up, but to my suprise, she wasn't home... so i jus ignored all phone calls that were for her, assuming that they'd call her cell phone... then she comes home with food... thank bajeezus... then yea, she goes about her business around the house... i decide to take a shower at about 1:30 or so... then she leaves to go out wit my aunts for the birthday outing thing for one of them... so i was home alone... great... and still am currently... i should've found some way to go out, but no... i didn't... dumb ass... and everyone's not at home, jus my luck... no one to talk to either... the whole online thing can kiss my ass too... it's so boring now... nothing to do anymore... photoshop and flash have been put on hold due to laziness... there's seriously nothing to do in this damn house... so i slack off for a few hours, doing absolutely nothing except the occasional wallowing in my own depressing situation... i'm so freakin hungry right now too jus to top it off... too bad there's nothing, and i mean nothing, to eat here... except maybe the leftovers from the morning/early afternoon... but i'll save that until i get to the extreme point of desperity... so here i sit now... actually starting to review for my damn final tomorrow, when i know that i'd rather be doing nothing again... because what's the use of studying for a test that you know you're gonna fail no matter what because u slept during every class the whole semester, wasn't paying attention, haven't read a page in the textbook, haven't read a chapter in the novel assigned, or never took a page of notes in the class? yea, i'm gonna fail... yay me... i couldn't care less, seriously... but i guess i should at least put some effort cuz i have nothing better to waste my time on... there's only so many rounds of solitaire and javanoid that one can take... please god, send me some food... --pause-- heh... so my mom won't let me order pizza for myself... fine fawker, i'll starve then... i don't freakin care!!! i dislike the world... *sings to herself* i guess it's time to go amuse my starving self with some u.s. government... yay...