damn... yesterday and today were BLAH. i missed two parties. dude wtfF?!? haha... seriously tho, i missed mara's bday extravaganza [she's my secret lover. shhHh..] on friday. then saturday, i miss pete's big party #2. dammit! oh well i guess. can't do anything about it now except grovel in my own self pity. HA HA. like i'll do that. yea, i probably will.