man... i don't kno... so many things jus racing through my head, i jus had to get them out... i've been thinking about college, my future, my friends (esp. the guys that make my life special), etc. etc. etc... college. wow. i'll know where i'm going by the end of this month. dang. scary, yet happy. i need to get away from things maybe. what sux tho is that i jus began to absolutely love frisco... the more and more i see of it, the more i love it. i love the weather. i love the people. jus everything. can i really jus leave everything that i've known for the past 17.5 years of my life? i guess i'll have to... the future. oh man... i don't even know what's gonna happen. happiness is all that i hope for. my friends. jeez... so many things goin on... it's been almost a month since chris and i broke up... and it's been kinda hard for me, at least... it's hard adjusting to my own life again... there's so many feelings that i wish i could express in words, but i can't... let's jus say that it's difficult... iono... i'll try to explain later i suppose...