i am still hella tired even tho i woke up at 2:30pm today... DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG... my whole body is sore... i'm having a lot of mixed emotions bout last night... i feel bad for a lot of things, but i feel happy for a few others... man... i kno at least 3 people didn't have that great of a time... blah... so much for my wish... i did want everyone to at least have fun... but i also wanted everyone to be able to kick it together... how i messed things up... oh well... what can i do now but deal with the consequences, good or bad... audiotistic was an experience... heh. my first so.cal event. the venue was freakin huge tho! it's funny how much it smelled like weed outside. haha... i saw nas. *drOoLz* makes the whole night kinda worth it... even tho i missed a lot of the other performances... *snaps* i did see big boi tho... but dannnnnnng... i wanted to see a number of the other performances too. oh well, no biggie... well, i'm off to deposit some much needed money... please paypal me money as a donation. lol. i'm a poor college student desperately seeking employment... haha