once again, i'm online late at night. and i'm the only one on and not away or idle!!! why? i don't really kno...

i've realized that i'm a lil too apathetic. gotta work on that. now on to why i wanted to post...

well, with dominic movin back to irvine tomorrow, i started thinking bout how it's gonna be when i move back down. i don't even kno man. this summer has been kick ass! i've made/strengthened a number of friendships that i can only hope to keep for a lifetime. ok, i rant a lot bout my friends... but u get the idea. it's really hard for me to find trustworthy friends. especially since i'm too trusting... then i get kicked in the ass for it...

everyone is starting school soon... well, with the few exceptions... i'm coming to that point where i learn that summer is slowly coming to an end. in a month, i'll be in irvine again. at least this time i'll kno what to expect. then again, there's still room and time for change. i don't wanna go! and yet, i couldn't be happier that i chose irvine over other schools closer to home. with a mom like mine, love her i do, but still... i don't understand how some people are able to put up with their parents?!? there jus comes a point when people need to start up their lives on their own and grow up a lil. my mom and i are glad that we've got some separation now. we would've killed each other by now. seriously tho, i've learned so much being on my own. now, i'll have my own apartment and have to pay rent on my own. crazy responsibility. i kno i can do it, but can u? hehe... i kno u can. i believe in u. =]

gnite guys.