hmm... my days are quite typical. kick it wit chris and what not. watch a movie [t3, pirates of the caribbean]. eat. chill. u kno the deal. no complaints tho. gotta love summer time.

as i was listening to a few of the mix cds i have in my car, i recalled how last summer went. no school. cool job. no boyfriend [ =/ ]. most importantly, though, i had the company of my best friend. with those days long gone, i can't help but wonder how everyone i used to kick it is doing. all those serra people. the ndb minority chicks. etc. in a way, i miss them, but i kno that i'm probably better off without those who were enemies disguised as friends. of course, not all of them were bad people, but a few were. i am glad though that all the drama and what not has subsided. no more petty bitch fights with people. no more stupid drama with friends. no more insecurity. i can easily say that i'm comfortable with the friends that have stuck with me day by day. they're the irreplaceable ones. the rest were just stepping stones. they were the ones that would teach me what true friendship is. like with all things in life, there's always an opportunity to learn. with the type of people i've run in with in my life so far, i've learned a lot. especially with all the crap i've been thru with not just "friends" but with family and whatever... a lot of learning experiences.

ok. my next paragraph will consist of a few sentences describing the thoughts in my head right now: my mom is still trying to keep me under her control. chris is difficult sometimes, but who isn't. i still love him more than ever. pirates of the caribbean is an awesome movie. johnny depp is hella cool in the movie. pepsi blue has weird effects on my brain. buy it for me and suffer the consequences. my cell phone is becoming obsolete. i should get a pda because my life is beyond disorganized. i need to get a digital camera because with everyday that passes, memories are left uncatalogued. i've seen deanna two days in a row at random places, odd coincedences. hmm... i think that's all. math sucks! k, the end. =]