"i'll make you smile jus so i can sit and look at it."
when the hardships of your daily life is over, what do u look forward to? in high school after i got my license, i looked forward to driving home. why? because my car was my form of solitude for those 15 minutes or so. my car was where it could be just me, my music, my baby flair [the car], my thoughts, and the speed. i miss my car. during the summer, i looked forward to spending time wit crystal to get my mind off of the upcoming college plans and mom issues. wit crystal, i could jus be myself, goofy as that may be. we could act like complete asses, and it just wouldn't matter. those were good times that i truly miss. and on to the present time. when things went wrong and i was feeling down, i knew that i could turn to chris to help me feel better without having to go over all the sh*t i was going through. it wasn't necessary to tell what was going on because i could handle that, but i just needed to know that i could still be happy. chris makes me happy. i miss him, but i'm glad that i still have him. "i will show you all you need to know. you must hold on to anyone that wants you, and i will love you through the simple and the struggle."