you know... i was jus thinking... i kinda don't like the countdown on the left... it's like scary... what do u think?

dang... it's crazy when someone tells u that he tried to kill himself yesterday... jus gets u thinkin bout hella shit... like how precious life is and how easily it can be ended... jus gets u thinkin bout ur own mortality... and gets me thinkin bout when i almost did... and all the thoughts that crossed my mind... i convinced myself that no matter what pain and shit i was goin through, none of it was worth ending my life... blah, anyway! moving on...

as time goes on, one begins to notice her own flaws... for me... i'm short tempered. i have a lot of pride. i hate being wrong. i have violent tendencies. i have my own conceited moments. i forgive too easily. i accept too much. but hey, no one's perfect and everyone has their moments...

u kno what i hate bout playing games... i've noticed this at work... i hate the pressure u get right before u take ur next move... could it apply to life? i think so.