something makes me wish that i was leaving for irvine tomorrow... i'm jus stressin bout so much crap, it's not even cool... i don't kno what to do... i miss hella people... and i kno i'm jus gonna miss them more... blah blah blah... jus so confused... even to the point where things i used to enjoy just don't do it for me anymore... like this blog for instance... i don't care anymore... i don't care enough to design a new site... i don't care enough to call people... then again, who'd i call? and i kno i have more friends than jus crystal... but where are u all? *shrugz* i wish life were more simple and carefree... my life may seem like it, but it's not... aiya... i'm done