to person A: in my past, you once were... now ur back... and how am i supposed to respond? jus pretend everything's back to normal? you kno that i care about you but the situation jus isn't right... it shouldn't be this way...

to person R: i made a mistake... maybe it was in talking to you in the first place... then again... it's only been a week that i've known you... and i still kno absolutely nothing about you... you haven't called... i'm bitter... but whatever, i shouldn't expect anything from you cuz that's jus the type of guy you are. wrong for me, i suppose...

to person C: heh... over a year, eh? well, things are changing... i noticed that you're not the same person... yet, u still intrigue me cuz there's always something about you that i don't know... i don't wish for you to be mine anymore... but i still miss you...

to person S: sorry buddy if i hurt you because of the way i act... i don't mean it to be that way... i kno that u still have those little feelings for me... and i don't want you to get hurt, but i'm living my life... don't think that i'm inconsiderate...

to person J: the guy that is everything i could ever want but never have... you're one of my closest friends and i'd never want anything but that...

to person M: i wish i could understand how that mind of yours works, cuz then maybe i'd understand what you do... no one sees you the way i do... i guess it's cuz inside, i'm a little bit like you...

to person T: u were once my best friend... one that i could depend on to brighten up my day... but now... i don't even kno what to think or say anymore... things are jus too weird... and i regret ever messing that friendship up...

to myself: hold strong, aj... don't let anyone break your heart... not again... and not so soon... you deserve only the best... and that's what others should see... don't let the losers in life fuck your life over... it's not worth the stress... you've got three months before you'll be in a totally different world... if all else fails, you'll meet new people there... so don't think that you can't make it... jus put ur heart on hold... tho i kno u don't want to because u're always longing for that "one" who can make u infinitely happy... jus let time take its course...