okay, so i promised emotional reflections on life... well, here we go... i'll tell you some of my thoughts...

there are a few things in my life that i regret... then there are the ones i wish i could take back but don't regret... *sigh* i'm not gonna tell you all what i'm referring to... but yea... i didn't really expect those choices to make an impact on my future... but of course, life decides to screw me over once again... oh well, i guess it's jus another obstacle to conquer... i miss the days when life was simple... then again, i don't want to turn back... man, jus thinking bout what i've been through for my 16 years [almost 17] years on earth, makes me feel stronger bout myself... not really invincible... god no... but more confident that i can make it through life after all... i have a lot of things that make life worth living for... even though, at those times that i was a lil on the suicidal/runaway states, i would've never done anything cuz i'm a scared lil b*tch... but yea, i'm glad i never actually had the courage to do that... cuz i guess i do have an impact on others' lives... and those are the people that make my life worth living... i have my wonderful family... i have my super friends... i have my awesome bf... all these people are priceless to me... i would never want to lose them... i'm thankful to God everyday because i have these people around me who care about me... [i care about all of you with all my heart] i guess that's why i love getting and taking pictures... =]

great, now i'm in that "i wanna hug everyone in my life" moods... good job emotions...